So I have been thinking about my future reproductive health. I prayed for a man so I would have a chance of having another baby before I’m 30. I’m 29 and I’m undecided about having a baby this year. I’ve thought about the pros and cons and they start like this
Pros:
They are cute
They bring joy
Play mate for Shar
Cons:
Pregnancy
Lack of space
Uncertain about future
Scared of being a mother to more then one
Money
The big one is being mother two more then one. But my WOMAN CLOCK has been on over drive. My baby is will be 8 this year. I looked in to getting myself fixed. I don’t want to totally say today I don’t want a baby but tomorrow decide to have one. So how do I know totally this is the right thing for me??? What if I make the wrong choice??? Shar has a brother on her fathers side on this side she has cousins and my little sister. Is that enough for her? Am I leaving her alone if I decide no more? Her paternal grandmother says I’m wrong. Some people in my family also. I know this is something no one else can decide but I’m unsure. I’ve researched stories about people with one kid. I know what it’s like to have sisters. I guess I’m still in thought about this topic.